A Love Desired
The love that I needed was something my mother nor my father could give me. I grew up with both of my parents, but there was only much silence in our home. I hung on to my mother because she was the closest thing I felt to love. My mom was a Christian and I knew that she loved Jesus but she also did not know how to show love towards me. But, I knew that Jesus was with her. I desired, I craved love. I knew of Jesus, but I did not know about His love.
While growing up I DESIRED it and I looked for it in all wrong places and in all the wrong people. I was physically and emotionally abused through relationships I was in. Through these relationships I poured everything of what I knew or what I thought was love into them. I only got hurt. Through many of my struggles, hurts, pains and sufferings, I was brought to the end of myself. I was searching. I was always searching for this great love. That little girl within me was still searching. Then he came. He came and His love overwhelmed me. His love came in to heal me more and more. Finally, it was what I was longing for. I experienced his amazing love and will continue until I meet him face to face. His love takes away the pain the hurt and sufferings. He continues to hold me up so I can face tomorrow. He reached deep within and drew me out.
Oh, His love, His love is amazing. I finally got to know of this love I longed for.
My hearts cry was create in me a pure heart and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Psalm 51:10
I came to know of His love on the floor of my living room. I cried out for it. I cried out for Him. Lord I need more of you. Come fill me with more of your love. What a desire in my heart since I was a little girl finally being fulfilled. Yet, there still is so much more. Yes, I still want more. I want so much more.
A Prayer....Lord come, come in and invade this readers life with more of your love and if they haven't experienced your love come NOW Father, come flood them right now, right where they are.
Please bring more of your love~